Lesson Learned from the Lord

"Everyone in this world are my friends. Only the Lord thy God decides if things are meant to be." These are the wise words I have learned through these weeks of learning... from Jesus Christ himself!!!

I have a testimony to the world:

During these past 1 1/2 weeks, the Lord has taught me how to control my emotions to becoming a better person. Why do we let ourselves succumb to our emotions when our soul resides above the heart? To becoming one with the Lord, one must have the will to control one's emotions.

Why do we hate? Why do we Anger? Why do we weep? Why do we engulf in joy? Why do we love? There is a reason to everything that results in our emotional explosions.

For instance, we have a goal in mind... and begin to create a fantasy in our minds.. sometimes it cannot be made into reality. Therefore, once reality collides with fantasy, and it does not match, it triggers an emotional response! We explode with emotion once our fantasy does not meet reality.... or our expectations does not meet with our goals. How do we control these emotions? SIMPLE!

One must ACCEPT the fact that there is NOTHING we can do about it once something you either like or hate happens! That's it! Once you've accepted that you're done! You've found the source of your emotional issues! We as humans, must accept that things in the world whether you like it or not.. is under God's ultimate plan.

No matter how hard we try, we cannot change it! Accept that your life is on route with the Lord's plan and move on forward without regrets!!

If you are in love, don't fall for the early symptoms of "Infatuation"! Love is patient as said in the bible. You will not know what true love is if you don't even know who the person is and why you love them. So that's why FRIENDSHIP should be established! Even to your enemies! The lord said, "Love your enemies". DO IT! FRIENDSHIP to everyone!! It is what the Lord wants! What would Jesus do?

Someone smacks you in the face? Show them your other cheek and forgive them! Someone steals a loonie from you? Give them 10 bucks! Someone insults you? Give them praise! You will be rewarded in heaven when the time comes, for this is what the Lord wants in all of us! FORGIVENESS! Forgiveness is also a method of controlling the anger emotion. Once we destroy our grudges by forgiving one another, the anger emotion has no purpose of living and dissapates.


I have truly learned a lot from this past week. How to control emotions so you don't get hurt.. or hurt others. Shutting down fantasies, and replacing them with tough reality. Learning about love, forgiveness, friendship. It's really been a ROUGH ride, but it was worthwhile, for the lord disciplines us because he loves us.


Thanks for reading,

Josh

A wake up call from destiny?

Nobody in school understands this.. warm feeling I have inside. Could it really be? It has never happened before in the past. This.. entity. continues to pop into my head. I'm starting to eat less, sleep less (quality of sleep is extraordinary), work harder, being overlydefensive... Just for this "entity".

I don't know. I've talked to Jesus about it... and he said that everythings going to be fine. I hope he's right =X.

End of 1st Semester, Start of 2nd Semester!!

What a wild ride damnit! Finished 1st semester like it was yesterday!! I'm one step closer to being the CEO of the best gaming company in the world!

Thanks Jesus!

Half of 1st Payment Done!!

So I managed to fork out $1000 from my income tax refund and my mom forked out $4000 for the first payment. Oh yeah, I got accepted to maximum cash from student loan WOOT which is $ 16,000! The student loan people are gonna pay half of 1st and 2nd semester which is a great help to my mom. Everythings going smooth so far. Just 1 more month of my vacation left till I head to boot camp! Thanks Jesus!


All credit of my success goes to Jesus Christ my Lord and saviour. Thank you Lord for providing me the gift of discernment to acknoledge my mistakes and bring my dreams into a reality.

Go Kart Krash!!!

Haha fun day today!! Went to a go-kart crew outing with the Marine Drive crew and this is what happened on the 3rd turn or something! NOT ANYTHING LIKE MARIO KART! Anyways, My application for student loan was accepted! Surprising, but yet, not so surprising =P. Thanks Jesus!

All credit of my success goes to Jesus Christ my Lord and saviour. Thank you Lord for providing me the gift of discernment to acknoledge my mistakes and bring my dreams into a reality.

Happy B-day to me! LEVELED UP!!

Yay It's my birthday and I'm 22!! WOOT. Wow! A few more years till I get into the gaming industry. Anyways I sent in my application on march 29 and I am currently waiting for my application to be processed (frickin long weekend). The first payment is almost up (April 15) of $8160.50!! HOLY SMOKES It's CLOSE! Jesus, I hope that you can be there to hang on to for a while longer, cuz I have the application on standby and the first payments almost up. Lord, please don't let all my hard efforts be for nothing! Amen!

I also don't have the motivation to work at McDonald's anymore. Everyday just pisses me off and I wished I could just speedrun every shift I work. Screw that job!!!! I WANNA GO TO SCHOOOOL!!!!

All credit of my success goes to Jesus Christ my Lord and saviour. Thank you Lord for providing me the gift of discernment to acknoledge my mistakes and bring my dreams into a reality.

I got accepted!

Yes! I got accepted!! Errr.... now I gotta find hwo to pay it. I gotta fill in a student loan application form and let the school sign it. gotta pay $1500 seating deposit and $7100 something by april 15 for the 1st semester payment >_>. Another chapter to solve.

All credit of my success goes to Jesus Christ my Lord and saviour. Thank you Lord for providing me the gift of discernment to acknoledge my mistakes and bring my dreams into a reality.