7 years later, I am no longer the same Josh.

It's been a long long time. Most of the content in this blog was nothing more than my obsession with Rachel Yamamoto, A gorgeous half Japanese and half German girl that attended Think Tank Training Centre with me. Half Jap and Half German that plays video games is my number one type of girl on my list so I naturally went bananas over her. Looking back at it now I was totally immature and silly but I couldn't help it, I can't explain at the moment why. Damn Rachel, I've never gone so crazy over a woman in my entire life. What kind of sorcery did you cast on me girl! >.<" I am much more mature and wise after 7 years of trials and errors, sufferings, and growing up. I am what you call a "Late Bloomer." I am now proud to officially call myself an adult now, Physically and Mentally. I still enjoy video games, but no longer have an addiction to them. All of my friends from 2011 have drifted off. I'm trying to reconnect to most of them and hopefully catch up with the times. My goals of starting a family with Colleen Dinh and marrying her are gone. We ended in June 2017 due to problems that were always there from the start but we refused to accept the truth because "we've been together for so long." The love was gone loooong looong ago! I still love her as a person and I don't mind hanging out with her when she's ever ready. I'll post more shit when I'm prepared. This is my first quick draft so enjoy all the errors love! Josh